This is my first blog. It's not really my thing but everyone seems to be on about blogs lately so I thought I'd start one. I spent most of today with my fiance of almost 3yrs, Gareth. I love him sooo much and he's my entire world. Sometimes I can't help but think how lucky I am to have found him. It makes me scared that I could loose him at any second that I just want to hold on to him and never let him go. When he smiles it makes me soo happy I want to cry. I love him loads. More to the point I had to go to the doctors this morning because I had a sore throat and eyes. I was told I have Conjunctivitus and an ulcer in my throat! I've got eye drops and anti-biotics for it. I'm back in college on monday and dreading it. Although i got a lot more time off now because i'm doing A2 (English, Psychology and R:S). And on Wednesday night I'm starting an evening class in Counselling because I want to do that sort of thing in Uni next year. I'm watching telly now, then going to bed. So goodnight xxx